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Build a Bigger Fire


I’m back home after this amazing Tour. It was beautiful, and exhausting. A marathon, and God was in it. It was demanding, and hard, but mostly it was beautiful. And filled with greater meaning. Something really important is taking place. Something really big.

Several years ago I was backpacking alone in the Collegiate Peaks Wilderness in Colorado. It’s something I try and do once a year, that is, head to the high country for some time alone with God. I was camped on a high shelf in a high valley. It was June, and there were still patches of snow. The days were warm but the nights were cold. One evening after dinner I was just sitting in camp as the sun set, not really wanting to go to bed but too cold to enjoy the evening. I was sitting sort of hunched over, my arms wrapped round my legs, when God said, “Build a fire.” I don’t normally build campfires when I’m alone; usually when it gets dark I’m in my bag in the tent, reading by headlamp. But I clearly heard him say, “Build a fire.” My first thought was where am I going to get dry wood? I stood up, and turned toward a line of tall spruce trees about thirty yards behind me. Though it was a long line of trees, my eyes went immediately to one tree in particular, to the base, and there, under a canopy of boughs, was a pile of firewood. Stacked. Under the tree. Not broken or gathered, but actually cut with a saw. How, in this remote valley, in this secluded spot, under one of a hundred trees, was it possible I would find an abundance of dry wood neatly cut and stacked??!!

I slowly turned around, slowly doing a 360, to look behind me, around me, fully expecting Jesus himself to be standing there, smiling. You can understand, I was blown away. I gathered some wood, and made a fire ring. But I made it small, like an Indian fire for one person, and the wood God had provided did not fit. He spoke again. “Build a bigger fire.” I pushed out the stones, made a bigger ring, stacked the wood and let ‘er blaze. I knew it was a moment filled with greater meaning. A prophetic moment, if you will.

Standing each night on stage during this tour, looking out at the bright eyes and earnest faces eager to connect with God, eager to live this life he is calling us to live, eager to share it with others, I realized. Here is the bigger fire. You are the bigger fire. It’s come true.

Posted: 4/27/2008 1:38:46 PM by John Eldredge | with 48 comments


Comments
David Felts
John, that is so true...I appreciate so much your heart to help us find the ability to talk and hear from God
4/27/2008 2:58:40 PM

Dave E
Cool, really cool. I love it. Isn't the story so much bigger than what we imagined? "Now to Him, who is able to do (and is doing!) exceedingly abundantly beyond all that we ask or imagine... to Him be glory...!" Yes! we are in this story!
4/27/2008 4:29:52 PM

Pam H
John, I was one of the faces in the crowd at WoodsEdge in the Woodlands, Tx, and I was wanting to ask a question at the end that I couldn't formulate at the time- and it was: how, on this side of eternity, was I getting the chance to hear you speak! Your book "Sacred Romance" was instrumental in helping me recognize and accept my dreams and being open to all of who God has created me to be, and yet I was wondering how you had become so "accessible" now. And you have ansered it here, and it makes perfect sense. Thank you for listening to God and building a big fire so we can build other fires.
4/27/2008 11:09:50 PM

stephen pain
thank you for all you are doing to build the kingdom
4/28/2008 4:28:51 AM

Dan S
John, I was one of the faces in Seattle. I flew up there to spend the weekend with my brother Jason and to hear you speak. Your books have been used by God to work deep transformation in my being. Somehow hearing you in person and meeting you afterwards at the book signing made what I had read all the more real. Thanks, John, for being real with God, and with us. I look forward to being part of the fire.
4/28/2008 7:21:50 AM

Tony Tauer
I caught fire a couple of years ago. It has been a hard start to the journey of my life. A life that now has guidance from a Father that is infallible. Your books have meant a lot to me. More than you could ever know. Hearing you speak in Atlanta was a powerful experience that I will never forget. Thanks John for all of your effort. I pray that God boosts you up with his strength, wisdom, and courage.
4/28/2008 11:30:42 AM

Greg Bell
John, I am one of those logs that was under that tree! Just waiting to be burned to give off the warmth and light of His love and guidance in our lives that reflect His Glory. He has prepared so much in fact everything! And He is sending forth the workmen that see or will see the harvest. Boy is it ripe! I was the one in Yorba Linda that mentioned the scripture regarding that the time will come when we won't turn to our neighbor and say, "Know the Lord" for everyone shall know Him! Boy this is a bigger fire then we realize!
4/28/2008 1:38:20 PM

Greg Bell
John, You mentioned that you asked the Lord for "Dry Wood". Sounds like "Dry Bones" to me. Ezekiel 37! Keep on speaking as we will or it will be as a fire shut up in our bones!
4/28/2008 1:48:32 PM

Bryan Board
Psalm 122:1,2 "I rejoiced with those who said to me, "Let us go to the house of the Lord." Our feet are standing in your gates" For years I have felt that I have been standing at the gates, and have constantly been told, that that is all that I should do, that I was not worthy to "Enter in." Thank you John, for bringing the message that I Am worthy to enter in, to come closer, to not only be a child of God, but a Friend of God.
4/29/2008 5:32:38 AM

Roz
My husband and I listened to your CD "Waking the Dead" on our trip up the Alcan Highway. Our journey was made richer for the listening, and we are passing the CD on to the rest of our family. Thank you for all you and your family do.
4/29/2008 12:42:13 PM

Michael
John, I am glad you had a safe return home. I watched your webcast again Monday night. Thank you for being the obedient soldier and spreading the Good News about Walking with our Lord. Like your books, I enjoy your blogs. They are rich. Be well my brother.
4/29/2008 7:00:16 PM

Todd Jenkins
John, it was such an honor to finally get to meet you. My friend Craig and I came over from Grand Junction to see you in Golden. What impacted me the most that night was you. Not because you are a best selling author, etc. But, it was the genuineness of your character. I saw Christ in you that night and I'll never forget it. Your humbleness, kindness, love, and compassion for all of your brothers and sisters was shown to us in your actions and your words. Thanks for sharing your life with us and for continuing to battle for our hearts. I hope to meet you again someday and hopefully we will have more time to talk. We will continue the good fight over here on the Western Slope to lift our brothers out of the trenches and to show them the love of Christ. Until next time....
4/30/2008 4:27:59 AM

David barton
John I meet you in Spartenburg on april 8 to hear you speak It was great Have read your books and they have changed my life and meeting you has dream a dream come true its makes every thing so real i went with 3 of my battle buddies that day and they were all blow away by your talk i read the walking with god book in a day and a half of getting it which by the way was a god present because you gave it to me it is a wonderful book i have since read scared romance and have also started reading desire you have changed my life and I thank you for that. thank you for being a wonderful christian brother god bless I hope to meet you again in aug. for the boot camp in colo.
4/30/2008 8:48:16 AM

Rand S.
John The message God has given you is a mountain stream in the desert. After reading your books I found Jesus waiting for me. This is only the beginning... Walk humbly. Praying the Fire grows.
4/30/2008 2:53:06 PM

Anthony
John- I truly appreciate your passion and willingness to follow the Lord. I just bought your new book Walking with God on a business trip last week. I truly desire to hear God's voice in an intimate way. I am wanting to learn to hear his voice and have to train myself. Thanks for your encouraging words. Blessings to you.
5/1/2008 6:47:15 AM

Lee Alley
"Eyes to see" I remember reading that and thinking that would be nice to have. It seems as if some one has spray painted over my eyes some times, and in fact that is exactly what the enemy has been trying to do. I see the battle today, more clearly than I would like to some times. A conversational relationship with Christ is fiercely opposed. But because of the wisdom you have shared, that very thing is becoming a reality. Thank you. PS: I hope the butterscotch candy was good.
5/1/2008 12:52:21 PM

Fish
Hi John, I am writing from my home in England. I have enjoyed your books immensley, they have also endorsed my own views that God is "Wild" but always had trouble finding anyone who could understand my reasoning. My family and I are going through a very difficult time at the present, we feel God's presence but are also very aware it is not comfortable and sometimes very frightening, we do trust God but are literally having to live by faith. Thank you for your books and comments on the web page.
5/2/2008 1:23:39 AM

Robin Sigars
Thanks, I needed that story today. Life as a pastor has been going great - church growing, relationships working, yet the attacks of Satan are beginning to weigh me down. "build a bigger" fire was just what i needed to hear. Thank you God for speaking this morning.
5/2/2008 8:28:52 AM

Rick Adler adler.richard@yahoo.com
We recently had the chance to hear the intro at Lookout Mountain Church on Walking With God. Good job first, thank you and your family for faithfully following God's calling!! But it is extremely interesting to me that our church, our life (with unemployment & job search since Nov) & then this renewal or transformation of Christians are running in strange parallel paths. That's no accident, our enemy wants to rob and steal the luster of God's kingdom and His bride, meanwhile God is redeeming all things unto His purposes, drawing all things into a closer walk with Him.
5/2/2008 2:43:44 PM

Sean O'Coyle
John, I would first like to thank you deeply. How God speaks through you to me is just wonderful to say the least. I am in the middle of Walking with God, I love it and have been challenged by it this past month. I find much in common with you in the areas of what God has been healing and revealing in your heart. How I do life. I used to live in Montrose Colorado near the San Juans, much of my family still does, I live in St. Louis Missouri now. I have so much to say, God has and is still speaking and moving in my life everyday, I love it. Keep running the race and keep stoking the fire, you really are making a huge impact on Christianity for the best. All you do is incredibly worth it, the Lords hand is very much upon you and there it shall remain. You have been one of my spiritual fathers, it feels like God is thinking about me as pours into you what He wants to say to His body. Its beyond beautiful. God bless.
5/2/2008 10:39:59 PM

Edwin Snell
John, I was supposed to be in Colorado right now ...but our Father actually spoke to me and gave me a mission to accomplish. My children need rescuing! It is a great story and I will send it to you via e-mail. Most of all, I wish to ask our Father to richly bless you now, this morning, as you stoke the fire in the hearts of the men this week-end. Can you feel His love pouring out on you?
5/3/2008 5:50:49 AM

Pamela Sisco
John, My son Joshua has been reading your books for years and has always remarked how life changing they are for him. I just "happened" to pick up his copy of "Walking with God" from his desk. I began to read it and could hardly put it down! Needless to say, it changed my life! I am now working through the workbook and am absolutely amazed at the voice of God. THANK YOU for sharing your life with us and helping us recognize God's endless pursuit.
5/5/2008 3:28:07 PM

SIMON
John, thanks very much for the testimony that you gave. Normally its few people of big faith that can be able to hear such a voice from GOD. This shows real devosion you have to the almighty. Bless you for all that you are doing in serving GOD.
5/6/2008 12:32:18 AM

Lisa
I started sitting around this campfire after reading "Waking The Dead". As a Christian Therapist, I have been sharing this kind of intimate relationship with God with others. Sitting with you in Yorba Linda just brought this to a whole new level. I realized that I was still going ahead of the Lord and asking him to join me. I realize how dangerous this is and am glad to begin to follow him on a minute by minute basis. May God continue to richly Bless you and your family and ministry.
5/7/2008 7:40:18 AM

Byron Carrell
John, I wish you could have been one of my teachers in school, I might have learned more. LOL and know that you and God have blessed me in so many ways. Remember tsetosterone is a good thing and live to love!!
5/7/2008 6:12:07 PM

Dwight Moss
John, I woke up about 3 weeks ago to an EPIC retreat we had with our men's church group. I just wanted to thank you for allowing God to speak through you. If not, I may not have woke up to realize that we do have a villain in our story. I have been a Christian for so many years, but I was really just playing the Christian part. Love ya brother!
5/7/2008 7:00:26 PM

Mark S. Biggs
John, I was asked to become a leader in our church's men's ministry department. I had recently retired as a senior sergeant in the U.S. Army. I have led men all my life; so I said yes to this ministry. I read "Wild at Heart", and it changed my life almost as much as when I first gave my heart to Jesus. We decided that God was leading us to conduct a Boot Camp, and we prepared for 7 months. In April we had a 4-day Boot Camp that had 12 attenders, make that 13, because God showed up. It was incredible to feel the way the Holy Spirit moved among the men. We had been hoping to use the Boot Camp DVD series, but it wasn't available yet. We adapted the sessions so that they were our personal stories, and lives were changed for God and His kingdom. Thank you and your team at Ransomed Heart for the "bigger fire" that you built, from which we can kindle more fires. Keep building the fire!
5/7/2008 9:00:22 PM

Lt. Dan
I was the one who stacked that wood under a tree by your camp, as is my practice, to leave some wood for others. I don't do it for God, I do it as a gift to you, or anyone in need who comes along. You are not the only one who travels alone in the wilderness. Should I take credit for doing this small good deed? Of course! God didn't do it, I did it. God is my companion, not my being. Jesus is my teacher, not my soul. I have my own spirit, my own soul. Incidentally, John, the heart is a muscle in the body cavity that pumps blood. You claim to be enlightened, but you preach the ignorance of the past. Too bad.
5/8/2008 7:52:01 AM

Pam
You know Lt. Dan, this is an area that I struggle with myself, how much is God and how much myself? You seem to have it figured out. I read a book recently called, "The Shack", and it helped me to sort it out some more. I'm curious though, how did you find out about this site and the story about the stacked firewood?
5/8/2008 11:16:30 AM

Karen
Lt. Dan, You may not realize it yet, but God led you to chop that wood so John could find it. That's how He works. And it's OK to take credit, as long as you know God is working in everything, whether we acknowledge Him or not.
5/8/2008 1:14:28 PM

KC
I've had a few strong, growing in my walk with Him days, feeling good, closer, like things are getting stronger for me with Him. But today, I had a comment thrown my way by a person that stacks himself as and adversary to me and the company I work for. And it really hit me hard, made me question myself, what I'm doing in this line of biz, where I'm going, and also, more importantly, why his comments bothered me so much. For no more than he said, it really hit me. I asked for healing and understanding about me, what is it within me that his comments hit. But what really made me think about this, once I'd sat down, is how easy it is to go from good to not-so-good. It's so easy for the adversary to pick that vulnerability, and even tougher to understand it and let God work on that problem. Now, I'm thankful that this happened. I want to know more about why things like this get too me, and only Jesus can answer that. I want Him too, so much!
5/8/2008 1:38:41 PM

todd
this site reminds me of a frank peretti site for his book 'the wounded spirit' lots of people reaching out, hoping they might be heard. i love john's books, but this site --other than john's insights at the beginning of each blahhhhg--is absolutely pointless. who is listening? no one writing here knows anyone else, there is no relationship, i'm negative, no doubt, full of pride, yep, not saying i'm above this need to be heard, look at me type away, i just don't think these kind of sites do anything, lonely people taking shots in the dark. that's all they are.
5/8/2008 9:20:22 PM

todd
this is for Lt. Dan if you're still around this worthless posting area, Don't slander a good man like John Eldredge, he has the gospel in tact, you would know that if you had ever read any of his work.
5/8/2008 9:27:55 PM

David Virginia Beach
Todd thank you for your comment I to was very upset after reading lt. dans comment I have read many of John's books myself and they have changed my life forever I am not a faction of the christian I was 10 years ago. I am a better christian today than I was 10 years ago due to John's books God has changed my life thru those Books I have a better walk with God today and I hear his voice everyday and it's because if him that I got to met John at last months event in Spartenburg S.C. HE IS a christian brother If ever there is one and I am so proud to have met him in person keep up the good work my brother and God bless you in your joruney
5/9/2008 7:51:47 AM

Pam
For Lt. Dan: ...and though perhaps he came to scoff, he may remain to pray. -William D Silkworth, MD
5/9/2008 7:59:36 AM

Pam
Actually, I meant that last quote for David(VB) as well as Lt. Dan. Let's not shoot first and ask questions later. Shalom- Pam
5/9/2008 8:31:32 AM

Pam (again)
I don't hear any more indignant outrage to Lt. Dan's comment. When I first read what he said, it felt like a personal attack against John E. I wanted to defend John and all he's written and all he's about, but then I was thinking, John is able to take care of himself and probably would want to create some kind of dialogue with Lt. Dan, not condemn him for speaking what he believes. Then I thought, what a chance for us, Redeemed ones, to speak to someone outside of our "acceptable christian community posters" with a desire to love them-And loving them, I mean, listening, dialoging, considering, inviting, enjoying, and maybe even "accepting" where they're coming from. Wow. I don't know what do you think? Could we, like, create some kind of "revolution"-of love?
5/9/2008 12:50:04 PM